so yesterday was pretty good, but this morning i felt not-as-great. but i mean hey im not a morning person as we all know. but then i wanted to leave early to get donuts for the birthday girls, so in a hurry i forget my meds and had to come home again.not to mention the donuts/cupcakes/brownies i had at school(!! :/ yeah plural..) but im tryin gnot to let it get me down! i wanna remember that i shouldnt wait till tomorrow to "start over" i can start right now. so i jus took my meds and im going to get shit done around the house, then make mom and dad cards "just because i love you" :) and then im going shopping, then to the gym, then groceiry shopping and home again for studying/reading! :) im kinda stoked not gunna lie haha, i jus wanna make sure im effeciant with it! wish me luck! i have a lot to look forward to and i wanna remember thatttt
oh and p.s. second day today that pap said hi to me. it shouldnt mean so much to me but it does.i miss him! jus as a friend if nothing else i still dooo
help me think of that when i binge and/or get depressed and lose my motivation!
+plus this weekend=beach camping!!
stay strong ladybird xoxxx
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