newday#1

ive been doing really bad ever since valentines day; ill give you one guess why that is.. wow am i sad, ive become the definition of an emotional eater. thats literally waht it is,  i know becuase my mouth waters with the thought of almost anything. i always forget how much i hate it. but i also had another reason besides love day.. rip xoxoxxxxxxxxxxxx

more reason to keep track of what counts, make it worth it. set priorities, realize importance.

cw; 123

gw1; 120 {by april}

gw2; 118 {by may}

gw3; 115 {by june}

i truely think reaching these goals will be vital in my health to happiness. working our regularly, doing yoga with mom, eating healthy, cutting out the fake stuff and the extras i truely believe will add to my self control and self discipline that will keep me concentrated on my goals, the ones that count. how shitty do i feel when im lazy? i hate that. im want to stop making excuses and stop wishing and start making changes. i think being healthy and sober will be huge for me. as much as i hate to admit it, i get tired of being stoned all the time(literally & figuratively), it makes me lethargic, unmotivated, and sloppy in my actions and manners and self worth. those times are over, its time to be a go getterrrrrr