relapse who knew

i relapsed today at work and last night after the yacht party( !!um yes..) we went to jack in hte box and had tacos and a shake and curly fries. and even typing that right now makes me wannna eat it!!!! fuck im disgusting. i think what i really need to do is start going to bed ata decent hour, getting up at a decent hour, getting back into routine chores, work, etc. and take my medication on time!! neglecting it is fucking me too hard to keep going along wih it.

now i have to get ready for the deepakalypse show and im still in bed from my 3oclock nap and stilll feeling sssuuuuuperduper fatty EWWW