ive been missing in action lately because to be crystal clear in my honesty: the first week of spring break was pretty amazing. i had some way good times with some lovely people and a drop or two of alchy :p i even made a new friendly friend haha. but yeah it was extremely fun and satisfying but im afraid i lost my head in the hot & heavy mess..
i gave it up too soon; in bed and in appetite.
i miss feeling pretty
i couldnt possibly let him see me like this! im a fat slob right now. my trip to santa cruz made me cave in while in the midst of funnel cakes and coconut ice cream ughhhh
i jus miss feeling pretty.
so here we go again...
day#1}
cw;128 *i was at 122 last wednesday!! :(
gw1;122
gw2;120
gw3;118
gw4;116
intake;
-water
outtake;
-school?
sins;
-two grits
---->no more fucking around, i know who i am and this isnt me. i want to feel comfortable in my skin, i want to feel worth something...
here we go again; lets show em whose a babe ;)
xoxxx
ps, in the midst of college decisions, prom dress shopping, senior parties, keeping up study sessions, senioritis activities, bikini season arriving, renes mom:'(, and daniel zeggs, theres been no better time to feel motivated to make this work at an age in my life when i cant let myself down cmonnnn
pss, oh and happy 420 hahah fuck
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